i used to think that life revolved around two desires: the desire to find that one person you can confide in with everything and the desire to find true love. that was then, this is now. i now dont know exactly what i believe.
i have found that bestfriends are, quite frankly, pointless. i can call somebody a best friend, but sooner or later they seem to fall short and hurt me beyond words. you may say im too critical, but personal experiences in the past 4 years have fostered my conclusion on bestfriends.
within the last 6 months i have seen what love is and what love is definitely not. it hurts me to say that i dont believe, at this point in my life, in true love. true love probably exists for me somewhere down the road, but my frustrations and confusions with this damn world have left me so mad that i cant stand the word.
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I question true love as well. Mostly because of my past relationship, and how loosely people use the term love. But I also know that it is going to be very difficult for me to the find the right person because of differences in religion. Once a relationship becomes serious enough to talk about marriage, religion becomes a huge problem. I want to have a Jewish wedding and raise a Jewish family. So I've come to the conclusion that the person I end up with has to be Jewish or just not care. This narrows the field a lot!
As for best friends, they are far and few. I have been lucky enough to find that best friend. But I understand where you are coming from considering almost every person I have gotten close to has turned their back on me.
It'll take time, but eventually you will find someone who will make you believe in true love. I'm hoping for the same thing in my life. And even though you don't believe in best friends, don't forget that there are always people around who care about you and want you to be happy. If you ever need anything, I'm always here for you.
I just wrote a novel... haha
absolutely. i know what i said to you was harsh, but i'm your friend as long as you consider me one. even if you don't, i'll still be here. by the way, i'm sorry that i was so bitchy. i had a really bad day and i just got pushed over the edge. mainly, i just don't want you to talk about politics around me anymore. i have fun with you otherwise
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